jez short hair look -"-

dunwan talk many d.....c then u know...

goodbye long hair..miss u...sob sob

for my elaine(rainsky) mui

rain mui...dun be upset,u know~kor always support u.!!
u with ur friends mayb just have some misunderstand,last time will nothing happen d...
i know, u nid ppl care u,thats y ur writting so emo...
mayb just somebody cant accept it,so dun be sad k?
kor always be there for u,when u unhappy or any fan nao,
just sms me,call me or when im on9 then u msn find me...
sorry that i ignore u today coz i also bz in my stuff,when all get ready i will continue chat with u like be4...hehe
ok,whatever anything u realise,kor also will support u in sure!!
cheere up mui^^

1 year...

一年了；不知不觉得

你有什么感觉？是否跟我一样？
不可能吧？呵呵...我就是这样的一个人，我念旧，我放不下，所以我伤心...我犯贱
在你之前，我们办法想象到，我会这么深爱一个人，我爱你，以前是，现在也是...
可是...你还爱我吗？
这几天我尝试着，逼着自己不找你，让你得到完全的自由，有时候我还是想找你，我的矛盾心理，我也不知道怎么收拾...
我希望你开心，也希望我们能彼此相爱，就像以前，可是，还能吗？
你msn里的presonal msg 和 friendster shout 我都看见了...

你说你习惯一个人，你说你不需要别人安慰...是在暗示我什么吗？
我了解了...谢谢你曾经爱过我，让我懂了什么叫幸福，谢谢你不爱我了，让我懂得被爱的可贵

blog new look`wakaka

my blog have layout d~wow!!
thx my brother to share me this layout~
its sooooo nice, and i love it~
thx man~love u man~wakaka~~

thx king to help me insert the visitor counting software`~
i though very easy, but its hard = ="
anyway thx u king~next time i cook for u~!
wakaka~

For All My FRIENDS whatever where u come from :
yo buddy~how are u there?
after today(15th oct 2008),i will seldom online alredi,coz my new job....hehe~no time to on9 liao
anyway,when i have on9,i will check my blog,so anything u wanna tell me,or u wanna blame me fuck me damn me or what waht what~just leave ur msg at left handside~ya there~have 1 chat box rite?ya at there~when i on9 and see it i will fuck u right back xD

what?u wan tell me something private?ok thats not a prob~my cell phone number : 016-7795880~just call or text me~but its not 100% will reply~coz u know~im pokai boy,sometime will no money reload~

ok~~thats all
have a nice day~!!love u my friends~wakaka

音乐对应心情

音乐，是一种神奇的东西...
如果世界上没有了音乐，将会变得枯燥乏味。
怎么说呢？
当人失落的时候，听到某些歌，可能触碰了伤心点，大哭一场，不好吗？它可能就是治疗伤口的良药。
当比赛的时候，一首激励人心的歌，能让人更有活力和信心去面对比赛。
等等等....

因为我正面对着分离，我的感想，某些歌曲，点起我即将离开的不舍。。。也安慰着自己，以及身边的朋友们..

在这里介绍一首旧歌，《leaving on a jet plane》

歌词：

I'm ... I'm ...
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early mornThe taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
I'm ...There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane...


so, my friends...i hope u all can smile for me,when i go...

友情....呵呵

离我去penang的日子，进入倒数3天...有什么东西是让我舍不得的呢？
除了朋友，还有朋友和朋友，总之就是朋友啦！
haizzz...不知不觉在巴生也1年半了，经历了多少事情？多少风风雨雨？呵呵...感激我的朋友们，一直陪在我身边，当我不开心，需要人陪的时候。。。谢谢你们，我的朋友

排名不分先后：
aaven gan~
winn ong~
kai neng(knn)~
stanley~

to aaven:
thx u my brother,thx for anytime i nid ur help then u always be there for me,
thx accompany me when i upset and moody,
always say u "byue cham" but actually most " eh cham" is u~haha
i have alot best memory with u dude,but u know~my english poor and hard to explain~haha,u always in my heart,always is my brother!!whatever u wan or not,muahahaha....anyway,god bless u get a nice result in ur STPM exam,and come penang U,then we continue our "fai cai" life style~hahaha

to winn:
winn 啊，我走了后要好好照顾自己啊（虽然我在的时候也不是我在照顾你啦，哈哈）跟你分享音乐是一件很快乐的事，谢谢你把我当成你的好朋友，好大哥，i always be there for u,when u nid i cheere u up!!hehe...不管面对什么问题，生活要继续，工作要继续，知道吗？有困扰的时候可以call我，free of charge...大个女啦~要会想啊，知道吗？知道你是舍不得我的，当然，我也舍不得你们..可是生活要继续，我选择了我要走的路，祝我成功吧！哈哈

to kai neng(knn):
buddy,u always is steady guy in my heart,haha...thx for ur help at anytime,thx ur cell phone,and next month if no any prob i will bank the money for u...hehe...thx u always bring me go round klang makan,haha...eat with u is very enjoy stuff...hope u won forget me,and when u come penang i will bring u go makan just like in klang u bring me,haha...so penang planing dun ffk again ah~haha

to stanley :
stanley=earth?haha~it just a joke nia~dun angry ah~haha
dun smoke liao ah~all ppl think to quit and u start now,smoking at now is foolish choose,expensive...take care ah...and hard work in ur study,that is impt for u,dun like me,what the fucking cert also no have ,haha...same word,u are always is my friend....hehe....i will always rmb u coz ur "stanley's porn"wakakaka


能遇上你们，就像上天给我的礼物，我珍惜你们，u are the best part in my life...!!

8/10/08

一出门感觉天气有点热，
今天的早餐很难吃~但还是吃完了。。。有点永远不要去买他的炒馃条的冲动。。。越来越失水准
一来到店里，老顾客出现了！今天他看起来很匆忙。。。哈哈
“今天很赶时间，要你帮我做点东西”马来对白，中文翻译
半小时过去~东西也做完了~
在付钱的时侯，“how much?" "semua 30 ringgit" 他给我了50~跟我说不用找了~wow!!20 buck tips!!siok arh!!
原来我是这么容易满足的人~哈哈20块tips 就能让我这么开心了~这几个星期都没这么开心过了~哈哈
打开我的windows media player~又是同样的几首歌~~哈哈~~怎么我都听不腻？我怎么知道?就好听咯

隆重介绍：
shayne ward - breathless
shayne ward - no promises
secondhand serenade - fall for you
chris brown - with you
my chemical romance - cancer

总结来说，我今天就是爽啦！开心啦~!!

5th / 15 day

你还好吗？昨天听见你哭，我好心疼...
希望你别哭了，要开心，知道吗？我的宝贝...
刚刚没事做，去以前我们认识的论坛看了以前你写的东西，很多感触，可是言语无法形容...
再多10天，就是我到penang的日子了...
10天后也是另外一个属于我们的日子，因为在那天，我们就在一起满1年了...在那天你是否会跟我说你爱我？但无论如何，我是爱你的，以前是这样，现在也是...
我希望我到penang后，我们能快乐地在一起，度过每一个周年...

3th day / 15 days

今天是15天里的第3天....终于我还是忍不住了，跟你说我想你...我希望我没说过；你的反应尽然只是lol haha...
哈哈....我不能再多说什么了，因为这15天里，你不是我的...
其实每天看见你上线，我都想叫你，跟你说"BB~有吃饭吗？有带水来喝吗？有没有找工作？要照顾自己，小心犯胃痛了"可是我不能....
怕你嫌我烦，怕你的敷衍回答...
可是跟这些比起来，我更在乎的是你过得好不好，开心吗？每次骂你为什么不吃饭，其实我只是担心你的胃又痛了，看你痛苦的样子，我比谁都难受...
你不再叫我BB了...呵呵
你有问题在msn找我的时候，没有称呼，只是hihi罢了...我真得不好受...也许你想在这15天里面只想跟我是朋友...我猜是这样的...所以我跟你说话也尽可能得不说太多...
听说你最近都上网到很迟...我不能说你了，15天里我是没权利管你的....
只希望你好好照顾自己...我不能多说什么了...我的一句take care urself已经包含了一切我想跟你说的话...